many many things happened this few days or perhaps the past weeks... quarrels.. fights.. bickering... laughter... smiles.. winks... was wondering... quite contradicting actually... wanted to treasure... but.. i dont know why... wanted to help.. but.. once i think about it.. i'll give up... i sympathize you... i am glad for all the things you had done... i greatly appreciate it.. truely... but i still cant accept for the things you had done.. the pain that you had inflicted... it's a tremendous mistake! really and sincerly hope everything was like 10 years ago... how i wish.. how i misses... how i love the days.. but now i have to pretend that i dont really care...
